Wednesday, August 24, 2011

24 august

to mohamad faiz bin moh pauzi :)
you are truly a blessing from God
thank you for being my partner my soul mate my spouse lover and best friend 
happy birthday and also 
happy anniversary for both of us
teheeeeeeeeee :D
No one else would understand our relationship
and no one else in this world (except my dad) hehehe.
would understand me better than you
thanks sweet heart for the happy moments you create in this 4 years. :')
on your birthday
may God bless you
and also
good luck on your final exam
i dont want anything else
i just wishing you are happy with your life
good luck in your life too
im wishing you to be an engineer someday
because i want to have luxury with youu.
jyeahhh :D
boleh shopping banyak banyak when you become an engineer
happy :D
thats make me happy
happy shopping with you
without any worries :)
back to the wish
im happy knowing that your are mine
and also i am very appreciate received your tex
wish anniversary to me
so touched :')
i hope our dreams to be together ever after will not just a dreams
take care of your self there in penang
last but not least
i love you and missing you every seconds here :) 

Saturday, August 20, 2011


hyeee. cik ila gulaa.
actually tak kenal pon siapa cik ila gula ni, but bila dia dah buat GA ni, and syida dah tagged, so just enter jela.
mana tahu, luck baik,
boleh dapat pashmina freee buat rayaa!
dapat pashmina color purple okay juga.
masuk dengan baju rayaa.
boleh kan cik ila gula yang manis? :D :D
lepas tuuu, boleh la cik ila gula ni follow my blog yang tak seberapa ni.
yang followers macam nak tanak jee. -_________-
thats all.
hye cik ila gulaa.
salam perkenalan :)
nice to view your blogg.

and i wanna tagged to other blogger


thats all from me. 
nice to meet you cik ila gula. byee.

good night peeps. 

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

and the economy test is suck.
i must strive harder for this sem to make sure my pointer achieved the requirements given.
but im so happy because
my mom everyday mms me :D
and called me everyday.
sound like they know im missing them here

debate session

yeah. finally.
i think, me and my team have all out in our debate session.
we have idea to rebutting the opposition party and i memorize my script.
i still look at my notes sometimes to make sure it.
but for me 
i already done my best
just wait for madam bai to give the comment on next week.
i hope she will give a good comment that make us proud.
thanks for syida as 1st speaker.
fazreen 2nd speaker.
and liana for the 3rd speaker.
and me as a forth speaker.
i love debate. cewahhh.
and tonight i will take economy test.
hope to get highest marks if i can. kekekeke.

okay good bye peeps.
until then.
p/s: i miss my family, my dad, my mom and my amim.
cannot sleep yesterday, just can close my eyes on 5 a.m i dont know whats wrong with my feeling.
not tough like usual.

Monday, August 15, 2011

DAD :)

DAD :)
i miss you a lot
i miss you more than my boyfriend
i cannot live without you
but i can live without my boyfriend
although you sometimes mad at me
but thats because for make me a better person
im crying writing this post
how hard this feelings to control
you know me better than any one else
you treat me well than any one else
im your princess
i cannot wait to hug you on 
26 august 2011

budak baru belajar :)

hye. aku baru download photoscape.
pastu semangat try edit gambar. haha. lame gila!

first try. :D

tomorrow gonna be my debate session for BEL 332.
hope i can do well as a last speaker.
we debate on topic
this house believes that boarding school is good for children and we are in government side.
and i hope i can memorize the script by today because i dont want to look at the note.

keep counting days.
ayah. ibu. amim.
wait for akak. break the fast together :)

Saturday, August 13, 2011

I REALIZE -_______-

I realize i cannot stand without your tex.
waiting for your tex. wait for my phone to ring. 
and sudden it rings, received tex from maxis.
how i feel so sad.
please please repair your phone as soon as you can.
i cannot stand baby.

10 days to go.
our anniversary for 4 years
and 19 birthday of yours.

you want this baby for our anniversary things?

Friday, August 5, 2011

family :(

i miss my family.
lagi lagi time ramadhan mcm ni.
buka puasa makan arked. nasi campur je :(
kat rumah makan sedap sedap.
tak ingat dunia makan. murtabak, air tebu, tepung pelita hari hari kene ada.
sahur lagi pilu, minum milo je.
tak pun makan roti letak tuna.
rasa macam kucing je makan tuna hari hari. :P
tapi kene bersyukur. 
kat rumah makan sedap2.
tak payah buat apa apa. makan je
semua dah sedia.
semalam mimpi family.
bangun bangun menangis
* stop 5 minute nages jap*

mental tak kuat pulak sem 3ni
dengan subject yang tough
law 3 bahasa belit belit
economy yang aku ta faham, tengok tengok dah last chapter :(
global je boleh tahan
tapi presentation, assignment semua macam teruk
bel yang ada debate, memang aku power debate kannn.hummm :(
term paper yang rumit gila.
stress out
hope pointer lepas.
tanak rendah rendah.
hahahah. emosi pulakk.
tasuka betul beta sedih sedih cmni. :)
say cheese :D

cewahhhh. hahah. posing.

abaikan rambut ayah. nanti aku kaya, bawa lah pergi yun nam. haha :P

miss :.(

i miss this moment. sob sob sob.

and this also.

okay bubyee. good night:)

I hate this situation ! :(

I'm all alone.

Sitting like a dumb in front of the lappy.

Stalking others' profile on fb.

Waiting for a phone call or a simple cute text from pete doherty.

it's just that we're far apart and that's hurt the most :(

Dear Lord, please give me strength to face all of these tests.

Could you fly for me sayang ?
Could you drive all the way to kuantan just to cheer me up ?
I really need you.
please :'(

Thursday, August 4, 2011


time balik mid sem hari tu. saje lah ajak ayah pergi tutti frutti. pastu pusing pusing lah bangi cari.

ini ayah punya.

and this is mine :)

 muka happy dapat makan :D

tunggu chance je nak makan dengan faiz pulak, boleh main suap suap. oh gedikk. 

thanks syida :)

ini syidaa. dia bulat. hahahahah . *pasni baca dia marah.

hahaha. dia kasi purse baru. thanks syida :)
yeahh, ada purse baruu.

                                                       muka bangga menunjuk. heee :D

gracias friends :)

pada 28 julai yang lepas, merupakan hari jadi aku. haha.
time malam tu, memang busy buat assignment global. then tengah aku baring baring meniarap buat footnote assignment tu, then tiba tiba syida siram guna air sabun and nyanyi happy birthday to you.
HAHA, terkejut beta time tu. dah tengah malam cm tu, memang sejuk gila. gigil tau. tapi tak kisah sebab wangi. haha. 
then esoknya pulak time kelas ekonomi before masuk kelas, diorang ramai ramai cakap nak pergi 7eleven, nak topup la, apa lah. 
aku pon nak ikot lah sebab malas nak masuk kelas economy yang sgt awesome tu.
then diorg semua serentak, tayah tayah kau pergi masuk, cop tempat. 
aku tak dela merasakan sesuatu yang pelik pon, haha. rupanya diorang ada plan.
then lepas habis class economy tu, pergi kat dining tgok bola MALAYSIA VS SINGAPORE, malaysia menang. aah aku tipu. haha
habis je bola, lepak kejap dekat bendera, then naiemah and syida tutup mata aku.
then bawa lah jalan, pastu dengar la kawan kawan ni nyanyi lagu happy birthday :)
memang lia
na mak ketupat dia kene jerit time nyanyi. hehe. aku memang dengar suara dia kuat. hee :) thats so sweet of all of you :)
then tiup lilin cake, make a wish and then kene juga lah tepek dengan ising cake.
and again wangi juga. hahha. memang best :D
really appreciate it gang :) thanks a lot for remembering and celebrating my birthday :)
thanks a lot. sob sob sob (terharu) heehhe.
and now im nineteen :)

                                                           okay dak farah, itu comel. :P

                                                                 ketupat :)

                                                                 aku putih :P hahaha. 

thats all :)
thanks happy reading.

Monday, August 1, 2011

be strong

dear heart,
please be strong.
ayah. ibu. amim. juju. aulia. i wish we can met even in dream to share my stories, even in dream i will satisfied.
dear God please make it true. dear God, give me strength to face this obstacle. :(